November 15, 2013

The second goodbye

Isn't it strange when someone suddenly isn't there any more, when they are not there where you always imagined them to be. Did you ever think about them, if they were happy or if they were depressed. Even if you didn't see them for weeks, months, or even a year, you just knew they were there. And you loved them because they were family even though you never actually had long conversations. Their presence was enough. It's just strange how people leave and never come back.

I do very much hope that even in your last years you found some happiness, and that you weren't in pain all the time. That you didn't drink your pain away and even when you did you had good moments with your friends. Farewell. ♥

October 18, 2013

you know just how to crawl under my skin
you scratch it until you are within
opinions on things that no one asked for
no one asks but you keep giving more
and i keep telling myself
that you cannot get to me
but actually
you know just how to crawl under my skin
my skin
and you know just how to make me mad
make me feel mad
and the more i try to distance myself
the harder i get hit when i fall back
you crawl under my skin with your strange words and nonsense opinions
but you scratch and scratch and you break through my defence
under my skin

October 14, 2013

Hello again

Hi! I decided to come back to this blog, so from now on i'll post on here again. I'll try to publish something every week. Let me know what you'd like to read, if you have any suggestions let me know. I was thinking: music, photographs, personal posts and some little poems and stories that i wrote.